Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Shine,

you shine through to me.

Monday, May 30, 2011

Fake,


When smiles are so big, when happiness is just plainly just in the smile,
the fire inside burns brightest,
the fire to burn,
from inside to the outside,
slowly
kept in.

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Graduation day,

was yesterday.
Invited was the people I cared most about.
Well, except the parentals.
So a chapter of my life has come to an end.
But there shall be a next continuing chapter.
I wonder what the future has in store for me.
I crave the freedom that lies ahead of me.
The success that comes along after that.
The achievements.
And the pay offs.
Years from today, I sorta wonder who and how I'd be.
Would my best friend now still be my best friend then?
Or...
Would the people that matter now still matter later on?
I've got no idea.
But hey,
moving forward may be scary,
but going back is comparable to death.
Childhood.
Adolescence.
Adulthood.
Metamorphosis.

Monday, May 23, 2011

Jazz.

We're under the sheets and you're killing 
me.

I adore you. 

Friday, May 20, 2011

Proposal,

I said I wouldn't get married.
Or have kids.
And I'd only get married just to get married.
And wear the dress.
And go on a honeymoon.
But I think,
I'll say yes to the love only if,
love proposes with a darling snake ring.
Daring.
Love.

Thursday, May 19, 2011


“Goat demons shall greet each other; there too the lilith will repose.”

-Isaiah 34:14

http://occult.livejournal.com/302920.html 

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Leighton Meester & Mike Frieman of Check in the Dark - "The Stand In" (C...

LYRICS:
i saw an angel night before last
they come from kentucky, who'd have thought that?
she had a smile, it was so genuinely kind
sorta make you feel like you're sipping on some fine red wine

she rendered me speechless, well she rendered me still
she had me feeling like the fool on the hill
she said she's taken but i don't believe
that she could be meant for anybody but me

angels come from kentucky i guess
sweet sweet girl you made my head a mess
you got me locked out here, dancing in the rain
drunk with the thought of your smiling face
i know you are an angel and it can not be
but what if it was you and what if it was me
and...what if 600 years ago, you were juliet and I was...
well you know how that story goes....

so what if its a puzzle and you're the only piece the only jig to make my saw complete
what if i go stumbling for the rest of my days because i am a cripple and you were my cane oh no....
angels come from kentucky i guess
sweet sweet girl you made my head a mess
you got me locked out here, dancing in the rain
drunk with the thought of your smiling face
i know you are an angel and it can not be
but what if it was you and what if it was me
and...what if 600 years ago, you were juliet and I was...
well you know how that story goes....

Friday, May 13, 2011

OPEN SPACE

OPEN SPACE
http://blog.sfmoma.org/2011/05/henry-urbach-on-tobias-wong/

"Charismatic? Absolutely. But perhaps something more than that: this project was an act of love. It was fueled by loss and regret and admiration — an obstinate, urgent commitment to honor and sustain. In museum galleries, the charismatic and bureaucratic will, ideally, find homeostasis or at least a delicate balance. But not always. Doesn’t love, after all, owe more to madness than reason?"

Saturday, May 7, 2011

I'm willing to take the risk,

"So petrified, I'm so scared to step into this ride,
What if I lose my heart and fail the climb?
I won't forgive me if I give up trying,."

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Lie,

Something I don't have to do and haven't done.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Ahead,

The other day, I came across this picture. Obviously this is not an image of me. I did not take this picture. But this picture struck a lot of emotion inside of me. I don't know exactly why nor I have any memory of my thoughts. This is just here as a reminder for me. There is so much I want to say. There is so many feelings being conveyed here. So much, but coming down to it...
It results in nothing.
Just ahead.