Forever ain't enough.mp3

makes me feel a certain way.


^, fckn sexy and i want that.


So today, day started out tiring but great. Came to school early bc mumz had work early. jesshoe did her nails. I gotta 91 on my last chem test. Like, a miracle. pe, didnt swim laps. english, travis wasnt here so boring. break was nothing bc right when i got to the spot, the bell rang. fucks. viet class, boring tried to connect bluetooth w/ andrew but no no. kimlieu was alll like; im not gonna do any work. and mrdinh goes why, she goes. oh its illegal to teach about religion in a language class. and saying oh, she doesnt beleive in those stuff. im like, I GUESS, damn chills. lunch, the other people were recording for their projects. and fckn michael cant do a mugg face frls. Hahah! Math, got changed seats bc i was talking about bras to quynh. Lols, did work at old seat after. history, learned about china. finished group work. after school, afraid that grades would come in, so didnt chilll long. Jus went home. Watched gossip girl, teared up. as always, haha!

sigh, im getting this certain feeling. so confusing, and clear at the same time. boy, being a girl gave me no choice. But to fall in like w/ you. as much as its a nono. as much as i know its wrong, i still do it anyways. &i got no fuckn idea why. the fuck?!

“A woman has got to love a bad man once or twice in her life to be thankful for a good one.”
— Mae West
People say its true, until its right in front of you. Psh, I would say, cos' I would know.

"The greatest irony of love; loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after the person walks out of your life ..and sometimes, you think you’re already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again.. for some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person.. in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else.. most relationships tend to fail not because of the absence of love. Love is always present. It’s just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little.. as we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. Maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always right.. most often we fall in love with the person we think we love but to only discover that for them.. we are just for passing time. While the one who truly loves us remains either a friend or a stranger.. so here’s a piece of advice; let go when you’re hurting too much. Give up when love isn’t enough. And move on when things are not like before.. for sure there is someone out there who will love you even more.."

From viv's myspace.

Purple ties,

bc no purple dress shirt.


School was warm. Chem was alright. Took notes, VIDEO PROJECT DUE FRIDAY! And I didn't even start on it, fuck my life. I suck @procrastination becos' I dont even think about starting on it. Pe, swimming. Im so outta shape! Break was chill. English, fattommy was on cloud10. I cant believe my retarded ass teacher gave me a C+, im not even trynna be mean about it. She IS retarded. Viet class, BORING! Lunch, talked w/ some girlys. Math, I got caught for texting, AGAIN. I always get caught in that class. Buut, I always get it back, c[: History, group work w/ Tamera. Checked my current grade; B. After school called mums to pick me up. Sounded a little grumpy, so I thought grades came home. But one of the girls told me, grades always come in on Tuesdays. Give em alll a headsup. Uhm, got home changed called up TummyD and went to Eastridge. Met up @Macy's but couldnt find anything theres. Epic, too mexi. JcPenny, they didnt have my shade of purple for dress shirts. Took awhile to find the right shade, and right when we were circling the tie table for the last time before he settled on a striped uglyish one. We found one riiiight one. 'What kinda pants you'r wearing, bruh?' Hahah! Uhm, walked around w/ tummy &brianN. Met up w/ my mom @Victoria's secret. The guys left for food or whereevers. Mumz and i got 2 bras. I love pushups<3. Home, ateateate. Fuck, I'm not gonna lose tina-the-talking-tummy by friday. Ah, du ma!


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I like sites like these^

I like chopin

Typical sunday. Class in the morn, physics. So tiring. Mumz picked me up. Got carrot juice @Jamba. Bra shopping, in need of pushup strapless. Found one @VS. Black tights. home, eat. mom's new shop in san matep. im soo gonna get fat, her shop is in btwn 2 froyo places, starbucks pasta place, sushi. Hm, I needa summer job. Ikea after. Nordstorm rack is open since may7. Bought jeans and a sweater. Mcds. fat.

Why "Nice Guys" are often such LOSERS

You hear it all the time: "He was such a NICE Guy, and she's such a Heartless Bitch for dumping him."

I get letters from self-professed Nice Guys, complaining that women must WANT to be treated like shit, because THEY, the "Nice Guy" have failed repeatedly in relationships. This is akin to the false logic that "Whales are mammals. Whales live in the sea. Therefore, all mammals live in the sea."

If you have one bad relationship after another, the only common denominator is YOU. Think about it.

What's wrong with Nice Guys? The biggest problem is that most Nice Guys (tm) are hideously insecure. They are so anxious to be liked and loved that they do things for other people to gain acceptance and attention, rather than for the simply pleasure of giving. You never know if a Nice Guy really likes you for who you are, or if he has glommed onto you out of desperation because you actually paid some kind of attention to him.

Nice Guys exude insecurity -- a big red target for the predators of the world. There are women out there who are "users" -- just looking for a sucker to take advantage of. Users home-in on "Nice Guys", stroke their egos, take them for a ride, add a notch to their belts, and move on. It's no wonder so many Nice Guys complain about women being horrible, when the so often the kind of woman that gets attracted to them is the lowest form of life...

Self-confident, caring, decent-hearted women find "Nice Guys" to be too clingy, self-abasing, and insecure.
.....

http://www.heartless-bitches.com/rants/niceguys/niceguys.shtml
To continue...

The power of a relationship lies with whoever cares less.

10 Things You Wish You Could Say to 10 Different People Right Now:
1. Yeah we had something, sure you talk alotta sht. Maybe I still love you, but hey. I'm over you, not sure how that works out.
2. Best side of you, but also the worse.
3. I shouldn't feel this way towards you, its wrong. But oh my, I can't stop what Im doing.
4. I wish you cared a little more. Seems like, I don't mean so much.
5. My my my, I miss you girl.
6. I can't believe you still care after everything. You'r what every girl wants: lover and a bestfriend all wrapped up w/ a ribbon.
7. Stop being so emo.
8. All I can say is, I told you so.
9. WG4L
10. You'r so nice, but sorry is all I can tell you.

9 Things People May Not Know About You:
1. I hate being doubted.
2. I get shy around people I crush on, *blush.
3. I'm scared of ants more than anything.
4. No love for parents, sorry.
5. I have alot of sides to me.
6. I do not believe in wishes, ever since K.
7. Being alone isn't so bad, Im not afraid.
8. I stopped being competitive after elementary.
9. I'm allergic to chlorine and I'ma swimmer. How ironic.

8 Ways To Win Your Heart:
1. Surprise me and take me places.
2. Help me on my homework, be intelligent.
3. Spoil me, but not too much. Keep me wanting.
4. Sweet talk, =X
5. Buy me dessert.
6. Get my parents to like you.
7. Open my eyes to new things.
8. ^^, don't actually listen to alla these steps. Tease me.

7 Things That Cross Your Mind A Lot:
1. The past.
2. Now.
3. What's going to happen tmrw, the next day, next year....the future, yeahs.
4. Education, school.
5. Friends, all of them.
6. Food.
7. Boys, are at the end of the list. But they always seem to still cross my mind.

6 Things You Do Before You Fall Asleep (not in order):
1. Shower.
2. Brushteeth, wash face.
3. Call to say gnight.
4. Lock door, lights off.
5. Check if alarm is set.
6. Let my mind run wild until i drift to sleep.

5 Characteristics You Value:
1. Respectful, learn your manners.
2. Morals.
3. Thoughtful, smartypants.
4. Humor<3, make me laugh.
5. Family orientated, school first.

4 Songs to Describe Your Life:
1. Songs can only describe parts of my life, some feelings.
2. But never
3. my
4. Life.

3 Things You Wish You Never Did:
1. Messed up my past.
2. Hated tkd.
3. Go back to that guy over and over.

2 Things You Want to Do Before You Die:
1. Love and be loved, w/ the right person.
2. Travel w/ BESTFRAND!

1 Confession:
1. I have given up on L-O-V-E. And I'm all about jus me. Surprising?

Can't waits,

for Military balll! Got the dress, got the date. Next friday nights, dinner. No thanks, not planning on cramping up. What's next. Sigh, no more ahill next year. helllo to EVC for middle college. I'd like to have a nice BIG group picture w/ allla the girls. It'll be nice memory. Saturdays nga's and fantastics celebration. Congrats, 1st place! Days going by really smooth and nice. Girlsgirlsgirls, <3. Boys, sorry. You'r at the bottom of the liiiist! Swimming in pe, juuust when I think I can give my hair a little rest. Eh, bt its alright. Gotta keep in shapes. Doing my work in school lately, whoo! Knock you down.mp3. Got the guts to spill some secrets to D earliers. And no, not keeping any more secrets. Jus not planning to tell you what you don't need to know. I hate the guilt feeling after rejecting somebody. but girls gotta do what the girl's gotta do. I've changed a whole lot, the girls agree. Yessir!



Oh and I hate it when jealousy gets to me. Absolutely hate.

Vivila-vida Dinh,

floooded the toilet today, =)

Sophomores went to school @8 while everybody else went @10am. Freshmens were doing hallway decorations, their theme: Disney. It was allllright, I guess. Ours would look better, I hope. It'd be pretty sad if they beat us. Star testing: Life science. Classes started at 4th period today. Viet was borrring. Lunch, foood. Math, sudoku. Shoot me, I used to be so good at it. History, jeopardy. After school, went to 7-11 and Jack's to get some food. Daniel caught up and hung around for a bits. Sorry for leaving you alots. I tried to come back and share the time. Since I needed to learn the Toxic dance. Arizona peach. BurgerKing w/ Wendy. Came back, learned the couple dance. Painted a bit. Raisin bread.

Start of busy week,

Sunday: Vivo @10, physics. Costco. Dad's workplace. Camera 3 "All for Dad" Home, babes.

Monday: Star testing for Math, it was HARD! Skipped swimming for pe. Day was gloomy todays. Chem, mach made fun of. I do NOT look lika pokemon, -____-. English was aiight. After school, no swim. L&L's, on time for placement test @east side district. Met Vivian, haven't seen her since 8th grade! Cheated off each others, JUUUST like 2nd grade all over agains. Lol.

Tuesday: Science test, while everybody else goes to to school @10. Wtfs! We'll see how that goes.

Conniechiwa,

is on cloud10.

conniecouture : my music is still poking me,

Hahahahahhahahahaha! Tommy and Ben stopped by @VIVO todays. And, yes I agree connies. Its a fun day today. =)

TLEX625 (8:58:22 PM): are you on cloud 9?
conniecouture (8:58:56 PM): Yeah.
conniecouture (8:58:58 PM): Idude
conniecouture (8:59:01 PM): its like i need to pee
conniecouture (8:59:02 PM): but i dont.
conniecouture (8:59:03 PM): lol.
conniecouture (8:59:08 PM): like i feel like i need to pee.
conniecouture (8:59:23 PM): i like feel it all in my bladder
conniecouture (8:59:25 PM): whooshing around
conniecouture (8:59:29 PM): like the pacific ocean.
conniecouture (8:59:31 PM): wow.

Gnight!

Trance,

=). Connie can't seem to stop barking at me. Congrats Jay for getting his license.

R&b,

something, that catches hearts.

This weeks,

awfully hawt! Swimming feels a bit better now. Fantastics is next week, and they still got nothing down. Hah, how are they gonna pull this off. Swim meet tmrw, early dismissal tmrw! Whoo, like FINALLY! Hadda interview for EVC Middle College, went alright I guess. Day didn't end yet, had strawberries and whip kem, =) 'Whip it realllll good' Uhmuhmuhhhhmmm, kay byes. I'm fckn bored as fucks.

Voting was over awhile back, but OBAMA!

Happy birthday

to Tommy Huynh Dinh, finally legal =).