Thursday, July 23, 2009
Laziness,
too lazy to blog nowadays. My life is too big of a secret... welll sorta. Its either you know it alllll, or know nothing. Alll I know is, I'm in this state where..... I'm fckn clueless. As always.
Monday, July 20, 2009
Women of awwlllll types,
Ms. Drama Queen loves a challenge and only likes dating bad boys, unavailable men and players. She thinks that love is supposed to be a challenge and is constantly pursuing dead end relationships that result in her being rejected. She believes that she has to do something over the top to win a man’s heart, when all she needs to do is be herself.
Ms. Second Place allows herself to be put in second place to everything else in her man’s life. She may be second to his wife, his career, or his friends. She isn’t a priority, she knows it, and she lives with it. She has forgotten what a special person she is, so she thinks she has to settle for second, when she deserves first place.
Ms. Bag Lady carries around a load of emotional “baggage” and she lets her old emotions adversely affect her new relationships. She let’s her unresolved problems from the past ruin her present and future. Because she’s been treated so poorly, she doesn’t realize how wonderful and deserving of love she truly is.
Ms. Mom dates men whose lives are “under construction” and she makes it her responsibility to solve their problems. She doesn’t know how to stop mothering a man and let him stand on his own two feet. Instead, she needs to apply that nurturing approach to her own life. He already has a mother. All the right man needs from her is a significant other.
Ms. Anaconda kills her relationships by wrapping herself around a man until she suffocates him. She smothers a relationship by being too needy, too demanding, and too overbearing. She thinks she has to hold on to a man like her life depends on it because she doesn’t realize that she is strong and smart enough to stand on her own.
Ms. Independent has been burned in love before so she won’t let anyone get close to her for fear of getting hurt again. She would rather be alone than risk rejection. When she realizes that letting her guard down doesn’t mean being taken advantage of, she can allow her inner light to shine, and men will flock to it.
Ms. Rose Colored Glasses won’t see the truth about the man she’s dating or what’s wrong with their relationship. She just keeps on going like nothing is wrong until she crashes into reality. Her optimism is helpful when applied to other areas of her life. But in love, it creates a blind spot that hides the truth she doesn’t realize she is strong enough to face.
Ms. Sex Machine settles for physical and sexual intimacy when what she really wants is a relationship and emotional intimacy. She uses sex as a weapon to manipulate men and get what she wants (except a relationship!). She thinks she has to give away her most prized possession to buy a man’s love and attention, when all she needs to do is allow her great personality to shine, and men will want to know more.
Ms. Perfect is so caught up in a never-ending cycle of perfection and self-improvement that she has no time for a relationship. She is too uptight to let go and have fun on a date, and she rarely finds a man she thinks is “good enough” for her. When she realizes that she is already everything a man could want, she can finally sit back and start enjoying life
Ms. Soul Mate believes that life doesn’t exist outside of dating so she wants every man she dates to be “the one.” She doesn’t know how to just enjoy dating a man while it lasts, and admit when there isn’t a future for the relationship. One day she will find “the one.” She just needs to take her time and wait for a man who is deserving of her love and commitment.
Ms. Second Place allows herself to be put in second place to everything else in her man’s life. She may be second to his wife, his career, or his friends. She isn’t a priority, she knows it, and she lives with it. She has forgotten what a special person she is, so she thinks she has to settle for second, when she deserves first place.
Ms. Bag Lady carries around a load of emotional “baggage” and she lets her old emotions adversely affect her new relationships. She let’s her unresolved problems from the past ruin her present and future. Because she’s been treated so poorly, she doesn’t realize how wonderful and deserving of love she truly is.
Ms. Mom dates men whose lives are “under construction” and she makes it her responsibility to solve their problems. She doesn’t know how to stop mothering a man and let him stand on his own two feet. Instead, she needs to apply that nurturing approach to her own life. He already has a mother. All the right man needs from her is a significant other.
Ms. Anaconda kills her relationships by wrapping herself around a man until she suffocates him. She smothers a relationship by being too needy, too demanding, and too overbearing. She thinks she has to hold on to a man like her life depends on it because she doesn’t realize that she is strong and smart enough to stand on her own.
Ms. Independent has been burned in love before so she won’t let anyone get close to her for fear of getting hurt again. She would rather be alone than risk rejection. When she realizes that letting her guard down doesn’t mean being taken advantage of, she can allow her inner light to shine, and men will flock to it.
Ms. Rose Colored Glasses won’t see the truth about the man she’s dating or what’s wrong with their relationship. She just keeps on going like nothing is wrong until she crashes into reality. Her optimism is helpful when applied to other areas of her life. But in love, it creates a blind spot that hides the truth she doesn’t realize she is strong enough to face.
Ms. Sex Machine settles for physical and sexual intimacy when what she really wants is a relationship and emotional intimacy. She uses sex as a weapon to manipulate men and get what she wants (except a relationship!). She thinks she has to give away her most prized possession to buy a man’s love and attention, when all she needs to do is allow her great personality to shine, and men will want to know more.
Ms. Perfect is so caught up in a never-ending cycle of perfection and self-improvement that she has no time for a relationship. She is too uptight to let go and have fun on a date, and she rarely finds a man she thinks is “good enough” for her. When she realizes that she is already everything a man could want, she can finally sit back and start enjoying life
Ms. Soul Mate believes that life doesn’t exist outside of dating so she wants every man she dates to be “the one.” She doesn’t know how to just enjoy dating a man while it lasts, and admit when there isn’t a future for the relationship. One day she will find “the one.” She just needs to take her time and wait for a man who is deserving of her love and commitment.
Continue,
to fail in precalc. Continue to add more on the list. Continue to bond more w/ the girls. To gain weight. To drink more coffee. To get darker. To shop every week. To break hearts, (not even possible bc they're all heartless asshhhhmoles). To take advantage of my texting.
Most amazingly, to continue to bump into the kind of 'nice' guys, 'bad' guys, 'clueless' guys. I'm having a difficult time distinguishing types of guys from another. Breaking em into more categories, more specific.
Oh how I hate being the secret l-o-v-e-r.
Most amazingly, to continue to bump into the kind of 'nice' guys, 'bad' guys, 'clueless' guys. I'm having a difficult time distinguishing types of guys from another. Breaking em into more categories, more specific.
Oh how I hate being the secret l-o-v-e-r.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Thursday, July 9, 2009
BECAUSE,
Im hurt that Im here for you yet you push me away. Geez, I aint gna be mean right now. Whatevers. I'll give you your time and space alone, for... lets saaaay. A reallly long while. After alll, you dnt need me. Theres the top people for ya, and I'm waaay last down on the list.
Today, got back recent test, -__-. Fail, again. After, Starbucks, L&L's, picnic@Cataldi. What, an experience. Thx, sugg, A.
Today, got back recent test, -__-. Fail, again. After, Starbucks, L&L's, picnic@Cataldi. What, an experience. Thx, sugg, A.
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Fireworks,
are imaginary.
Most people don't know, I don't watch/look @fireworks anymore. Sure they're pretty. But if they don't mean anything. I refuse to even look @them. Sure I'm weird. But I got my own reasons. Pictures, sure. But reality. Like the 4th of July typa sht. Like today for example... no thanks. So until it means something.... Until its w/ someone, anyone BUT my parents. Someone that won't ruin it for me....
Kitty Kat - Beyonce
Mm, that typa butterfly. Little kittykkkkkat ;-*
No strings attached,
Becos' you got another. Also becos' I'm jst the 2nd choice. Mostly becos' you is boyfriend number2.
"And I eat men like air"
-Sylvia Plath
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Highlighter!
Someone that would find these for me, I'd prove to you how good I am in bed. You'd getta see how good I am I sleeeeeping =P
Teeheee
Highlight what you’ve done:
I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games. I dnt even own any*
I’ve tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’m totally smart. B]
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don’t hate anyone.
I’m a pretty good dancer. =)
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything. Maybe chlorine, Im not even sure, its a SOMETIMES thing
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the “South Park” movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I’m obsessed with guys. Not even, jst hella problems*
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I want to go to college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can’t whistle. A little bit*
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I’m an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
Blogsecret.
4826.) Stop looking at me like you love me, when you do it to everyone else.
4806.) I'm so glad you blew me off. It gave me a chance to think about who you really are and why you weren't worth my time in the first place. You are self-centered, egotistical, materialistic and immature. My only regret is having wasted one minute on your pathetic existence.
4777.) I hate how I only love you and want you when you're away from me, because every time we hang out all we do is have sex, and after that I just want to leave your place because I find you an awful conversationalist and human being.
4760.) Wearing high heels makes me feel powerful.
4739.) I've forgiven you one too many times.
4730.) you're quite confusing. if you don't want me anymore, just have the initiative to leave. don't make me believe in false hopes. i hate you.
4723.) I tell everyone I don't like you, and you're not right for me. But the truth is, I think about you constantly. All the time.
4709.) Sometimes, I get scared of myself & how mean I can get.
4690.) I study for 30 minutes, and have a break for 2 hours.
4580.) My best friend makes me feel like a failure.
1165.) My iPod knows me better than anyone else.
2482.) I'm scared as hell we will drift apart this summer.
3887.) Love isn't real.
4806.) I'm so glad you blew me off. It gave me a chance to think about who you really are and why you weren't worth my time in the first place. You are self-centered, egotistical, materialistic and immature. My only regret is having wasted one minute on your pathetic existence.
4777.) I hate how I only love you and want you when you're away from me, because every time we hang out all we do is have sex, and after that I just want to leave your place because I find you an awful conversationalist and human being.
4760.) Wearing high heels makes me feel powerful.
4739.) I've forgiven you one too many times.
4730.) you're quite confusing. if you don't want me anymore, just have the initiative to leave. don't make me believe in false hopes. i hate you.
4723.) I tell everyone I don't like you, and you're not right for me. But the truth is, I think about you constantly. All the time.
4709.) Sometimes, I get scared of myself & how mean I can get.
4690.) I study for 30 minutes, and have a break for 2 hours.
4580.) My best friend makes me feel like a failure.
1165.) My iPod knows me better than anyone else.
2482.) I'm scared as hell we will drift apart this summer.
3887.) Love isn't real.
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