I have accepted the silence that has swallowed me whole. 

I am the silence.

Unspoken of. 

Gone unnoticed. 

what can be more worse than the total agony of being in love?

White butterflies,

She died.

Well,

We can dwell on what was

or we can talk about what is.

Sound,

We'll build our fortress to keep them out
And in a world gone silent I'll be your sound

Either,

it is either you inspire me
or
drain
       me.

You've gotta hit rock bottom before you know what direction to go in.

If you lose yourself then
you lose me.
Because I go where you go.

Strangeness and Charm

And although we stick together it seems that we are stranging one another.

The fourth,

Palm tree. Late shade of purple outlining silhouettes of what could bes. A blue moon as a substitute to the hidden. Mixtures of faint rumbles of what joy could be. No sights as usual.
The usual cool night of July. A singular night start and end of a night.
Place a reservation for one please?
Dinner is served.
My love.

Does not,

Something
someone
not many.
know how to love this one.
as others walk away,
there where this one stands.
stands tall.
as tall as this wall.
as this wall seems to fall.
this one is all ready to save the fall.
watch.
watch this one break that fall.
see.
see that fall come crumbling down on
her.
crushed.

try saving that,
dare.

Stay,

All along it was a fever
A cold sweat hot-headed believer
I threw my hands in the air, said, "Show me something,"
He said, "If you dare come a little closer."

Round and around and around and around we go
Oh now tell me now tell me now tell me now you know

Not really sure how to feel about it.
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can't live without you.
It takes me all the way.
I want you to stay

It's not much of a life you're living
It's not just something you take – it's given

Ooh the reason I hold on
Ooh cause I need this hole gone
Funny you're the broken one but I'm the only one who needed saving
Cause when you never see the light it's hard to know which one of us is caving

You're more in love with the memories than the person standing in front of you.

Comparison?

My nightmare just came true in my nightmare.
I have never woke up in such pain before.
I've died before.
But death's pain could not compare to the one I felt just now.
I don't know if the pain was felt in my dream or when I woke up.
Or both.

But right now, all the ecstasy, the coke, the weed, the cigarettes, the pain killers...
none.
none of those can get rid of this pain.
Its giving me this uneasy feeling in my stomach.
Taking a shit won't even solve this gut feeling.
Not even throwing up.
Strain, misery, torture, burn, all electrified.

You shrug and its the worse.
Who truly stuck the knife in first