Everytime I think I'm up my top pitch,

I fall right back down, hard. Don't you hate it when you'r having a great day and then all of a sudden, this person shows up. BAM, its ruined. Gg, agree?

Super sore,

from the swim meet. Followed by sadies. Body's sore, hearts sore too. hah, -___-

Insomnia

For a moment its all good, the next its not. W'sup w/ that nowadays. I needa get my head outta the gutter and get everything straight. Needa understand that he's jus not that into me. The girls tell me he's not worth it, of course I know that. I'm looking forward to the dance a bit too much. I'm planning on going alone. I only wanted to jus go w/ one person. I hava heart this time of year, thank god for that. I wish the dance was this week, so I can just get it over w/. And jus forget everything. Its funny how you don't even notice me. Even worse than strangers. *sigh, in a crowd, I find myself looking for you. I keep checking my calls. nada, I should jus give up, the guy doesn't want you. If he did, it would be so obvious and it would show. I needa stop trippn over them guys. My grades dropped a bit. 3 As, 2 Bs, 1 C. Tell me why I fall for the most wrongful guys.

Ridiculous,

there should be a limit on how many times a girl can fall, get rejected, hurt, broken, left behind. Since there seems to be a limit on how many times a girl can pull herself back together &mend it all. there seems to be a limit on alla the sorries. How come theres always a limit on everything we want. &theres no limit to alla the things we don't need.

Sure, life ain't fair. But be reasonable @least. =T

' Good tuesday' -bigtommy

Haha, yes I agree. So chemistry, did some problems from the book. &Mach made me go up the board and do a problem. =T I hava fear for that. Talked to Perry in class. Awkward sortas. Felt like crap until 2nd period. Binh walked me to class. Pe, did 33 push ups for an A. Talked to Jaytee, Khanh, &Jenae about the world ending. Lol, it was raining the whole day today. English was alright. Tommy &the other guys kept on making fun of me, -____-. Viet class, was boring as always. Played w/ the phone. Warmness during lunch. Talked to Kimmy, Wendy, Tina &Viv. Phone rang, got a phonecall that I never would've expected &was outta nowhere. Got more girlscout cookies. 9 boxes total, mm'Mmm<3. Walked to math, took some notes &did hw w/ Rach. Got the phone taken away, AGAIN. Got it back. Binh walked me to 6th period<3. Sat w/ Viv, Rachel, &Tamera for history. Did boring work, answer questions. Got advice from the girls. Wondering how I should ask him to sadies. *blush. Skipped swimming, hung out w/ B until swimming time was over. I didn't know he was so sexy. Poor boy, says doesn't know how to dance. Sucha sweet boy. "You always fall so fast, when do you not....oh wait..." -w.