Insomnia

For a moment its all good, the next its not. W'sup w/ that nowadays. I needa get my head outta the gutter and get everything straight. Needa understand that he's jus not that into me. The girls tell me he's not worth it, of course I know that. I'm looking forward to the dance a bit too much. I'm planning on going alone. I only wanted to jus go w/ one person. I hava heart this time of year, thank god for that. I wish the dance was this week, so I can just get it over w/. And jus forget everything. Its funny how you don't even notice me. Even worse than strangers. *sigh, in a crowd, I find myself looking for you. I keep checking my calls. nada, I should jus give up, the guy doesn't want you. If he did, it would be so obvious and it would show. I needa stop trippn over them guys. My grades dropped a bit. 3 As, 2 Bs, 1 C. Tell me why I fall for the most wrongful guys.