Friday, June 26, 2009

Sweet sixteen,





was yesterday.

Thx for the ones that did not flake. Thanks for the best. More pictures up laters, <3

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Cos' I dnt need

another nga to complete me.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Explorers

(via coketalk)

I am wild. I am not crazy. There is a difference.

The stupid can’t see the difference, the inhibited deny the difference, and the authorities just don’t give a fuck about the difference — but the difference is everything.

Wild or crazy. At the extremes of sex, drugs, and rock and roll — anything worth doing, really — you’ll find only these two flavors. They are the chocolate and vanilla of passion. The yin and yang of sin.

Wild explores. Crazy escapes.

Wild is beautiful. Crazy is broken.

Wild seeks enlightenment. Crazy seeks annihilation.

Know the difference. Be aware of the difference. Embrace wild, and send crazy packing.

Savor a savage fuck. Sample a heroic dose. Enjoy any raw and filthy moment of human vulnerability your heart desires, but always ask yourself: are you consciously seeking enlightenment or are you seeking to annihilate your consciousness?

If you don’t know the answer, get the fuck out of the room.

If you’re trying to escape, stop what you’re doing. Get help.

If you’re trying to explore, smile with your soul and take every inch of the experience as deeply as you possibly can.

And no matter what, don’t fucking judge — blowing a fat line of cocaine off a rock hard cock in a Vegas bathroom can be just as valid an exploration of consciousness as dropping acid in the desert with a tantric drum circle of naked hippies.

You don’t need to be burning incense for it to qualify as a religious experience.

You don’t even need a god.

All you need is a brain and a battle-cry:

Bitch, be wild. Don’t be crazy.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Longest word,

in the dictionary. Idk, I was bored.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Longest_word_in_English

Places,


like this, exists? Boy oh boy >;P

Friday, June 19, 2009

Summer school 09

yesterday;@inde. Room, m33. I dropped off by D building. Vivian hung up on me. So I was lost, woke tums up to ask for directions. Asked around, and thank god I bumped into someone w/ the same classroom. Tina and rachel's txts company. Sat in the back w/ vivian. no id, no book -___-. boring classs. old black man teaching, cant understand sht. got out @1130. yogurt twist after class. then back to inde. armani dropped by, barcode. long day, library. Oh, and I forgot, met people I didnt ever expect to meat. Exes, ew. hella hw. still dnt gotta book. I will not mention the assholes i always run into. No hints either, it'd be too obvious.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Birthday list,

birthdaysex(girlversion).mp3, To ladies, c(=


Jstkeeedings! I'll be very happy if you just drop by w/ a surprise, lika lapdance<3
Buuuuuuuuuuuut, I'd be happier if there was additional shit added to it.

I don't ask for much,
F21, Express, H&m, Starbucks, Vsecret, UO, Bags are cute. Earrings and bracelets(=. I can't seem to find any cute gladiators, size 5 1/2-6. Shirts XS-S. Pants, XS-S. Shorts, jeanshorts whatever shorts, since its summer! Dude, I'd fuckn RAPE you if you got me a wii set, w/ mariokart wii<3! Desserts are the easy way out. Or buy me my favorite icecream, run it over to me. And make sure its not melted yet, teehee. Whatever works, as long as you can make me smile, nobody gets hurt.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

For the birds, you fuckn tease, -__-




Status: Take me out, figure out my favorite drink, and surprise me to a place ive never been


my (12:00:19 PM): =]
my (12:00:23 PM): lets go out
my (12:00:26 PM): to starbucks
my (12:00:30 PM): get u somethign with carmel
my (12:00:33 PM): then take u somewheren ice
TLEX625 (12:00:50 PM): =D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
my (12:00:55 PM): NOT
TLEX625 (12:00:55 PM): IF YOU SAY SYKE
TLEX625 (12:00:58 PM): i will kill you
TLEX625 (12:01:00 PM): -___-
my (12:01:25 PM): HAHAHAHAHAAA
my (12:01:27 PM): <3


Gr.

Monday, June 15, 2009

THEE best way,

http://lifestyle.msn.com/relationships/articlematch.aspx?cp-documentid=18728068>1=32023
Awhhhhhhhhss<3!

Sorry girls,

for being stupid and not taking your advice and not listening. Idk whys, its not like I enjoy hurting myself. Its not like I enjoy lowering myself, my standards. I feel so dirty, so wrong. So... not me(?)

*hug, cyber


Unless you can make it happen, don't JUST say it.


AWHHH<333!!!

Saturday, June 13, 2009

one thousand one,

things i want ina lover

#497 Someone who will match their tie to my dress.

^, LAUGH THE MUUUDAFUCCKN OUT LOUDS


I never got the chance to dance in this dress, it was supposed to be for militaryball. But, I rocked it out anyways.

Tumble


"Whatever you give a woman, she will make it greater. If you give her sperm, she’ll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she’ll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she’ll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she’ll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit."
— (VIA SOOPERLOUIE)
^torria's

Damn, everybody uses tumblr nowadays. But remaking an entire new blog. Ew, no thanks.

Attempt,


Becos' I would know. *rolls eyes.


Friday, first day of freedom '09 Hoho, Dinhdinh, Lele

Friday, June 12, 2009

Maybe

it is true, im caught up on you.


Oh reallly nows, ;-*
Haha, syyke! first day of summer, its so pretty out. wendy was supposed to come over and swim. but no ride. soo tooka walk out later on. so chiiilllll, boring.

The crab, and is true.



My Twittascope: Cancer
Hanging out with your friends today might be the perfect antidote to an uneasy emotional situation. You may be pulled in two directions now as you want to create a higher level of intimacy in your life. But as your vulnerability increases, a fear of being hurt can provoke you to retreat into your private world where you feel safe. Casual interactions in a supportive social setting provide you with a comfortable alternative. Friday, June 12, 2009

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Final day,

No tears, suprsingly. It hasn't exactly hit me. Feels like every other day, welll sorta. A- on my math final. hella bombed my history final, not so sure what the grade was tho. Rachel and Vicki made me a poster. Wendy, Victoria, and Quynhh wrote me a note<3. Didn't go by creek today. Bc I decided to spend my last day w/ the people here. After school, chilled and hugs and pictures. Water balloons. Golf carts shooing us off campus. Walks to Monterey road for subway and starbucks. argie's w/ irie wendy and jt. qcup. photohunt. home. got locked out, park. twitter. home. sat. it was a long day today, dont feel like typing it allll out. But i realized something tho. its about you, boy.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

One more.

TLEX625 (8:16:42 PM): Helllla gonna miss
TLEX625 (8:16:51 PM): ill be wearing waterproof mascara tmrws
TLEX625 (8:16:52 PM): hahaha
TLEX625 (8:16:57 PM): and my dads making me go
toria a secret (8:17:48 PM): ): grades? friends? Fucccck whos gnna be the little freak at dances
toria a secret (8:17:59 PM): and sticking her thumb behind my butt
toria a secret (8:18:01 PM): and telling me
toria a secret (8:18:03 PM): about so many boys
toria a secret (8:18:06 PM): AND her laugh
TLEX625 (8:18:06 PM): Hahah, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
TLEX625 (8:18:09 PM): <33333!
toria a secret (8:18:14 PM): AND your stupid like twirl when you turn around
toria a secret (8:18:14 PM): :D
TLEX625 (8:18:21 PM): Heeey!<3

I willl miss.

Phi, h.

Bestfriend, i miss you. And heres a tip. Do not. EVER cry for any reason. for anyone. Do not, EVER let anyone see that you have a weak side. Bc you know yourself you'r better than that. And I somewhat blame myself for not seeing you as often anymore. I really really miss you. And love you more than anything in my life. No body can replace ya<3 Fuck the others that has NEVER heard of 'love in this club' Sheeshers. My bestfriend can get her freak onnnn! And I didnt get a chance w/ ya. Hahah! Miss you, x's a millltrillgazillion. I wont be able to hang w/ you over summer. And we cant celebrate our birthdays together this year. Suucksass. =(

Sometimes a cloud is just a cloud


type love, take me to paradisefalls.


'you'r not the only reason why i smile but you'r definitely my favorite.'
Mm, that never gets old.

Conniecouture.



I miss her. Oh and no shame, =)

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Speak dirty to me,

“Did you ever notice that people give up on love as they get older? When you’re a little girl, all you want to do is fall in love. Then when you’re a teenager, every guy you meet you think is ‘the one’. Then when you’re an adult and you have been hurt from the breakups as a teen, you’re not interested in love anymore. You just don’t want to be alone, so you settle for someone you might even know isn’t your soul mate. I know so many adults that aren’t truly where they want to be. I just try to think about what they might have went through to make them settle for second best, and I hope that doesn’t happen to me.”
^,Yea, I totally gitit.


Because they are one of those people that knew every single little detail of my sophomore year. Annnd, who saw me topless a million times over swim season<3

Monday, June 8, 2009

Poopie list!

Vivian finds the most hilarious shit ever.

Poopie list!
Ghost poopie: the kind where you feel the poop come out, but there is no poopie in the toilet
•clean poopie: the kind where you poop it out, see it in the toilet, but there is nothing on the toilet paper.
•wet poopie: the kind where you wipe your butt 50 times & it still feels unwiped, so you have to put some toilet paper between your butt & your underwear so you won't ruin them with stains.
•second wave poopie: this happens when your done pooping & you've pulled your pants up to your knees, & realize that you have to poop some more.
•pop a vein in your forehead poopie: the kind where you strain so much to get it out, you practically have a stroke.
•lincoln long poopie: the kind of poop that is so huge you're afraid to flush without first breaking it into little pieces with the toilet brush.
•gassy poopie: its noisy, that everyone within earshot is giggling
•drinkers poopie: the kind of poop you have in the morning after a long night of drinking. Its most noticeable trait is the skid marks on the bottom of the toilet.
•corn poopie: self explanatory.
•gee I wish I could poop: the kind where you want to poopie but all you do is sit on the toilet and fart a few times.
•spinal tap poopie: that's where it hurts so badly coming out, you'd swear it was leaving you sideways.
•wet cheeks poopie (the power dump): the kind that comes out so fast, your butt cheeks get splashed with water.
•the dangling poopie: this poop refuses to drop in the toilet even though you are done poopie-ing it. You just hope a shake or two will cut it loose.
•surprise poopie: you're not even at the toilet because you are sure are about to fart but *oops* a poop!

Not so sure,

if I ever uploaded this;

Tuuuuttts







tuttifruttaaay! Was yum. Day w/ danmeowmeow, rach, irie, and wendys. ^^, guess which one's mine, =) teehee, hint: Im a fatass! Early day todays. Only 3 more days of andrew hill. Of the 'supposed to be' fresh start. of the memories of two years. of the people who accepted me for who i was and am. of the insiders of my life, who knows every single bit of it. of the freaky times on THAT dance floor ;-*. of alla the bitxhy gossip. the tears. the inside jokes. the hates. the loves.
thas looking in the past and present....
in the future: finals, ew!


^Because she's like my personal diary<3 and I love her t'death!

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Sometimes love, comes around

Independence last dance 09


Was funfunfun. Sorry for the irritation I caused. i know I didnt listen. Only 2-3 dances* But see, if I dont stop dancing, then it still counts as uno right? Soooo, pick up connnie @her place. Hella texted earlier to figure out her outfit. Met Armani first time came by and picked up my id for the dance during 5th. 6th period pigged out w/ the babes. Free dress day friday. I cant believe I hadda pay $ for a new id card for the dance. Soooo got ready and everythaang. Showed up, met up w/Armani. and Ben. Saw bestfriend<3! But she hella ran off w/ some guy. Whatthez! Danced w/ tumz the whole night... well, mostly? One slow song. single.mp3. 'hey, wanna do me a favor? can you dance w/ my friend?' c[; Girlllll you know eye-eye-eye, i've been feinding. 3 hours of non stop dancing and sweating and burning my fatass calories off. Water fountain trips x's a million. Anonymous cuties. Non-anonymous freakaleeek. Armani was helllllaaaa mad rolling. Hahaha! But of course, real freaks dance sober.


But Im hella sore.

SLIDE DOWN THE POLE.MP3!




roc - beyonce
No, they did not play this @the dance.

Friday, June 5, 2009

Im lucky,



Im in love w/ my bestfriend<3

Monday, June 1, 2009

Be my boyfriend til the sun goes up,

I don't gotta be alone.

=)
New phone, texting, hellokitty bag, tuttifrutti.

=(
Finals, tests, projects, grades, sickness.