C.W.D.K.M

substances take place of blood
the blood running through
my veins.
nights long for never endings.
wonder about whereabouts.
numbing sensations.
good life without each other--thats what we are
hoping.
hopeless hopeful dreams.
left
for what is right.
E.
i will leave the unsaid to the silence.
to death.
taking this
with me to the
grave.
the ocean.
up in flames.
love will not come around again.
it already has.
my only regret was letting you go.
really did not want to live life with regrets at all.
but then you happened.
and then you stopped happening.
dear mister.
dearest.
chase after your dreams.
your desires, love, and lover.

Ring ring.
what the fuck did i just do.
hang up.