That is how it should be all the time. But it wasn't. Now it is developing.
My highs are surrounding. But the lows seem to do its catching up just as fine.
Over a cup of black coffee. the scent. the taste. the warmth. how smooth it goes down. how bitterness comes after the sip. the experience as a whole. and once at the bottom,
the very last couple of sips
not so bitter anymore.
actually is sweet to taste.
the very last couple of sips
not so bitter anymore.
actually is sweet to taste.
no one is ignoring anything.
this is me grieving.
some time to let my overflowing thoughts scat out what i can't hold in anymore.
too full.
the limit.
this is not a letter of request.
nor for your mind to wonder about every single word being used.
random but not so random.
oh,
the sunrise is beautiful.
no.
this is me grieving.
some time to let my overflowing thoughts scat out what i can't hold in anymore.
too full.
the limit.
this is not a letter of request.
nor for your mind to wonder about every single word being used.
random but not so random.
oh,
the sunrise is beautiful.
no.
through every conversation. finding, reminiscing, excuses.
i can't have you on my mind. the more i push it away, block it, erase it...
somehow, it still grows.
please.
no substance. no pain reliever. anti anxiety. numb. serotonin. liquid. herb. fungi. pain inducing labor. ash. high. low.
it has only been a week.
it has been over a year.
forevermore.
run.
as fast as you can. keep going. don't let me catch up.
paths will never cross.
one block away,
t.
p.s.
i wish you nothing but happiness.
truth.
love.
desire.
wish.
success.
may all your wishing dreams come true.
good luck charm for you.
so you do never experience any more pain.
find your stability.
free fall.
your balance, your level.
never will i speak those three
little
words.
your trip is coming,
someone is coming with.
someone will come back with.
make it.
promise me.
because i promise you,
we will.
some love learn to grow together.
we learned to grow otherwise.
beautiful day today.
its only 8am.
the nights are rushing in.
but that doesn't mean days are ending any sooner.
this is amazing right now. i wish you were here.
no.
this is how my routine will be.
we never agreed on how i lived my life.
so i guess ill have to appreciate this on my own.
oh look, to the left of the blue we have the gray.
we are in a drought anyways.
but the scent of the drizzle, the pour.
i am no longer seeking the rainbow anymore.
my sun.
i shall have to better myself.
but my better will never compare to yours.
ok, forreal this time.
sorry mister, i'm babbling.
your moon,
Fin.
p.s.
i wish you nothing but happiness.
truth.
love.
desire.
wish.
success.
may all your wishing dreams come true.
good luck charm for you.
so you do never experience any more pain.
find your stability.
free fall.
your balance, your level.
never will i speak those three
little
words.
your trip is coming,
someone is coming with.
someone will come back with.
make it.
promise me.
because i promise you,
we will.
some love learn to grow together.
we learned to grow otherwise.
beautiful day today.
its only 8am.
the nights are rushing in.
but that doesn't mean days are ending any sooner.
this is amazing right now. i wish you were here.
no.
this is how my routine will be.
we never agreed on how i lived my life.
so i guess ill have to appreciate this on my own.
oh look, to the left of the blue we have the gray.
we are in a drought anyways.
but the scent of the drizzle, the pour.
i am no longer seeking the rainbow anymore.
my sun.
i shall have to better myself.
but my better will never compare to yours.
ok, forreal this time.
sorry mister, i'm babbling.
your moon,
Fin.
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