Berryessa,

means a whole lot to me.



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A non-Garfield monday,

was yesterday. The plan was to spend it w/ best friend.

Started woke up around 8ish, called best to wake her up but her daddy said that she was already @the gym w/ her mom. So got to the gym around 9, best was playing basketball w/ Huy and got her to get on the treadmill w/ me since I needed to burn alla my calories off before we started pigging out for the day. Ran a mile, while Co Linh and Huy played basketball. After that, did some situps and pushups. *Need to work on abs. I also needa go back to tkd asap! Uhm, Hoang left and me and my mom decided to stay @the gym a bit longer to work out a bit more. Done w/ thats, called best and see if she wanted anything from McDs. But since it was still breakfast, ordered hash browns and apple pie. Not a fan of their breakfast meals, sorrys. Got to their house, best was straightening her STRAIGHT hair and she decided to test her curling skills on me. 'I love your curls'. Yeah, great thanks for killing my dead hair. Mm, got KFC for Huy then all of us 4 hit VF and started stocking up for the spring time, =). Macy's to Urban Decay to do our makeup. Sansu Japan for lunch, sorry best. She wanted Chicken teriyaki but my eyes were playing tricks on me so I got shrimp instead. Hoang CANT eat seafood, or a little bit. So, ooopsies. The cute asian guy worker said hi. Ear piercing, =). Said something to us, we didn't really understand but we heartd 'teriyaki?' and sooo, yesyesyes? Lol. Made her eat it anyways, got Jamba Juice. Orange dream machine for her, White gummy for me. Original size. Walked back to forever21. I think i forgot my drink in there, lol. Silly me. Bought another cardigan and chose out a black tunic for best. Gotta phone call from dad @3 saying to go back home to take DMV test. I was like, wow, I gotta wait 4 months to hang out w/ my bestfriend for 4 hours... W-O-W. bt then, lied and said the car had problems. c[: Sephora's for makeup, VS for more. Scarfs from the limited. Drove over to Santana row, h&m. Gotta cute blouse there while Hoang got some black gladiators. Walked over to Urban, saw brandon. Best thinks he's a cutie. Got hungry again, so ate @Pasta pomodoro. Co linh went to get her facial. Finished up our pastas. One of them tasted a wee bit like Pho. o_O. But it was delicious anyways. Walked to Valleyfair to check out our make up agains. Hoang got some blue eyeliner and glitter thingy did on her. Hot. The whole day, i keep being told I look lika Japanese doll, -____-. yeah thanks. Every single otufit I tried on proved them right. Took photobooth pictures, princess<3.Tried on some Levi's, they were on sale! Walked back to santana row, and by the end of the day. I had a million perfume smells from best spraying it over me to 'test the smell'. They have those tester paper strips for a reason. Mm, got PINKBERRY! Best had the original w/ strawberry and whitechocolate shavings on top. I had the original w/ mangos, strawberries, and pineapple on top. Mm, orgasm. 'How much can you EAT!' Got home around 830. D says I'm notta good storyteller. Yeah I know right? =)

Game,

is over. Switch players, restart. Diff mode. Dear mister, lemme retrace my steps.

Everytime I think I'm up my top pitch,

I fall right back down, hard. Don't you hate it when you'r having a great day and then all of a sudden, this person shows up. BAM, its ruined. Gg, agree?

Super sore,

from the swim meet. Followed by sadies. Body's sore, hearts sore too. hah, -___-

Insomnia

For a moment its all good, the next its not. W'sup w/ that nowadays. I needa get my head outta the gutter and get everything straight. Needa understand that he's jus not that into me. The girls tell me he's not worth it, of course I know that. I'm looking forward to the dance a bit too much. I'm planning on going alone. I only wanted to jus go w/ one person. I hava heart this time of year, thank god for that. I wish the dance was this week, so I can just get it over w/. And jus forget everything. Its funny how you don't even notice me. Even worse than strangers. *sigh, in a crowd, I find myself looking for you. I keep checking my calls. nada, I should jus give up, the guy doesn't want you. If he did, it would be so obvious and it would show. I needa stop trippn over them guys. My grades dropped a bit. 3 As, 2 Bs, 1 C. Tell me why I fall for the most wrongful guys.

Ridiculous,

there should be a limit on how many times a girl can fall, get rejected, hurt, broken, left behind. Since there seems to be a limit on how many times a girl can pull herself back together &mend it all. there seems to be a limit on alla the sorries. How come theres always a limit on everything we want. &theres no limit to alla the things we don't need.

Sure, life ain't fair. But be reasonable @least. =T

' Good tuesday' -bigtommy

Haha, yes I agree. So chemistry, did some problems from the book. &Mach made me go up the board and do a problem. =T I hava fear for that. Talked to Perry in class. Awkward sortas. Felt like crap until 2nd period. Binh walked me to class. Pe, did 33 push ups for an A. Talked to Jaytee, Khanh, &Jenae about the world ending. Lol, it was raining the whole day today. English was alright. Tommy &the other guys kept on making fun of me, -____-. Viet class, was boring as always. Played w/ the phone. Warmness during lunch. Talked to Kimmy, Wendy, Tina &Viv. Phone rang, got a phonecall that I never would've expected &was outta nowhere. Got more girlscout cookies. 9 boxes total, mm'Mmm<3. Walked to math, took some notes &did hw w/ Rach. Got the phone taken away, AGAIN. Got it back. Binh walked me to 6th period<3. Sat w/ Viv, Rachel, &Tamera for history. Did boring work, answer questions. Got advice from the girls. Wondering how I should ask him to sadies. *blush. Skipped swimming, hung out w/ B until swimming time was over. I didn't know he was so sexy. Poor boy, says doesn't know how to dance. Sucha sweet boy. "You always fall so fast, when do you not....oh wait..." -w.

Since,

you did me wrong.


he'll do me right, but better.



there's never gonna be a best, becos' there'll always be a better.

Love guru, great, so everythings about dicks now.

HAHHAHAHAAA. Tickle tickle. YOU!

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Tiffalicious (20056989)
To: Hoang (164419781)
Date: Feb 19, 2009
Subject: RE: The

break the pickle, bi0txxhhhh. =)
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Hoang (164419781)
To: Tiffalicious (20056989)
Date: Feb 19, 2009
Subject: RE: The

Hahaaa, aaaww thanks for caring so much Tiff.<3 I really do appreciate it. Buut I kinda know Ima get hurt and sht over this guy. FCKIN POKER FACE DONT KNOW WHAT HE'S THINKIN GUY. Mmmm, but I want to feel it. Even the hurting part. Cause you know how people say a woman grows stronger and stronger with every heart break. I dont know if that shts true, bt I'd like to find out myself. &YEAH, haha, it does feel like sht falling in love. I sometimes feel like I dug my own ditch. Bt, comparing all the hurt to the happiness it gives me, I'd rather put aside all the hurt and take in ALLL THHEE GOOD happy sht I get. You know I hate sht like drama and thinkin abbout boys 24/7 bt sometimes i cant help it. YOU KNOW. But I really do appreciate you helpin me and givin me advice on this. You can be my love guru, since no one else knows how to give good love sht. (: *sigh, but I think I'ma be ok. If alla yous are here, then I know I can. I just hope I find a guy I can love wholeheartidly and have him feel the same way. But I know thas' not till faaar far far in my life.

Thanks again best. I looooove you!<3

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Tiffalicious (20056989)
To: Hoang (164419781)
Date: Feb 19, 2009
Subject: The

worse feeling in the world is falling in &outta love. Yeah, its the worse both ways. becos' when you first fall in love, you get all these crazy emotions &feelings that you may have never gotten before. &you'r scared to get hurt bc you'v heard about the pain. &you wonder if a heartbreak really as bad as it sounds. &falling out of love is obviously a bad feeling. because all of the love filled has finally poured out &into the drain. into the toilet, buh byes. &even if you fall in love again, it would never be the same. people call their first 'like', love. because they'v never felt that way for a person before. &they would keep calling it love until something better comes along.


they i i feel is sorta like that, im happy that you finally found someone who you can feel all 'ladadida' w/. bt im scared for you &i know i should just let you grow up and let you feel everything you are ABLE to feel. but the thought about you feeling the way I FELT. its the most scariest, becos' i love you best alots. no lie, &a little bitta homo. =) Haha. anyways, i know you'v got other friends who give you advice &all. &some of them might say what Im trynna tell you. Im not hoping that you'd take my advice &only my advice. im just hoping that you'd take EVERYBODY'S advice &put it into one piece. that one piece would be the advice that YOU'RE giving yourself. getitgetit? &if you do get heart broken from this guy or that guy or a girl maybe. whatevers, you'll know i'll always be here. i know everybody says that &all, &some of them leave before anything actually happens. anyways, dont you hate it when you come back crying to one of your friends &then they start trying to cheer you up, and then in their sentence they go: i told you so. like what the hellz right? welll, i dont know why im typing this message. i jus plain mish you. well not plain, bt you get the idea. i jsut felt like telling you everything, since no body really listens to what i gotta say. &did you know i feel 10x's better once i know tht i can make someone feel better? toodles<3

shotgun.

Sometimes, you tend to be a little too late. Its alright, if you'r late for one thing, you'll be early for something else.

thanks,

for breaking me again.

you'r so arrogant & you'r so full of it.

falllllfalllfallll, dn't you ever miss that one phase back in elementary/ middle school where you'd have this one crush. bt you might not ever talked to him bt that doesn't stop you from thinking of 'em. &when you see 'em you get alll these buttterflies in your stomach. you'd call that l-o-v-e and then write their names all over your notebook &mr. &mrs. ____? &now that we grow up. its just eyecandy &its foolish to call that love anymore bc you've already experienced real love. (well according to you @this age. )I wonder if when you grow up more, what you call love now would still be called love or would it be called something else.

i miss that feeling of crushing. it seems like now, we skip alla the steps of it &skip to 'being in love'. what the hellz.

xanga.com/tiffany____xoxed
i think privacy is good^

Wishlist

Ruffle bikini XS
Tote
Essential tankXS
Might as well a giftcard to VS.
Get me a makelove shirt size xs-s
I need some cute dangle earrings
Gift card to starbucks.
I love necklaces.
Yellow roses! (with red)
VS lingere, hunnies.
BOOK: The host
BOOK: Wuthering Heights
DVD: Season 1 Gossip girl.
Chocolate<3.
Somebody find me VS' lotion: Secret crush.
Sanrio: Hellokitty is a cutie bt BADTZMARU is a badass.
Mashimaro's a chinky one.
Soft stuffed animals
Shorts/ flannel PJS.
Chanel nail polish<3
Mrs field's BIIIIG COOKIES!
A cute jacket.
Scarfs when turtlenecks get too annoying to put on.
Cute flats.
I need some Vans.
Bt baby, get me a pair of hot Dunks.
I need unlimited texting.
A CD filled with all my favorite songs.
Twilight, bootlegged!
A printout of Midnight Sun.
Softass socks.
I want some whipped cream.
I needa new back pack.
Forever21 is my happy spot.
No wait, Victoria's secret.
Dune lotion by Dior
I want some nice jeans size25 or 1.
I need a new phone.
A miracle bra, c[:
Find out what my favorite cereal is.
More to come