I don't want to doubt you.
I just want to trust you.
But you make it hard for me to believe you,
and your actions,
your words,
and shit.
Theres always something 'fishy' goin on it seems.
I marvel at how you can keep this game going.
I thought once you get into a relationship officially, there should be no games.
"Either you in or you out" typa shit, yknow?
Am I wrong to think this way?
Please reassure me.
Cling on a little tighter.
Do whatever.
Make yourself stand in the boyfriend position.
Treat me like a girlfriend.
Turn this into a real relationship, not just with the label
but with feelings and emotions also.
We can have sex.
We can fuck.
Hot, sweaty, sexy, like a porn film.
But could we ever make love?