I've got parents who are conservative and strict.
I barely go out.
I used to NEVER go out.
You'd expect me to be the good-est girl out there.
The non-corrupted.
I bet that's what my parents were expecting.
Guess what, look at me now.
Lost my virginity when I was 13.
Ran away when I was 14.
C's, D's, F's.
Popped first time, 14.
14 was my year it seems.
15 fell in love my 2nd time.
Had a threesome.
Did weed first time 16.
The only thing I HAVEN'T done is smoke cigarettes.
I'm 17 now.
And I have never loved my parents, out of my 17 years of life.
Who knows, maybe later on.
I'm a corrupted child.
I break rules.
But hey, you can tell me that I should just grow up and stop being sucha slut.
Well hey, that's the past I've been hiding from everybody.
I HAVE changed.
The answer to your question is no, I still do not love my parents.
I changed.
I'm better now.
Alla the things I've done in the past does not define who I am now.
It molded me into this person.
I've grown out of it.
I'm better.
But still corrupted.
I change when I want to.
Not when I have to, need to, are told to.
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