Try.
Try harder.
Don't try too hard.
Stop trying.
You don't try.

Why should I try.
Because I don't want to give up
What should I try harder on.
School.
To leave you behind.
Make myself happy.
Not being so negative all the time.

I need to stop trying.
Stop trying to make myself fall.
Fall in love.
Push myself over the edge.

I need to try harder.
In school.
Maybe even give it my best.
I need to try harder in weight training.
To believe in myself.
For trust.

You don't try.
We are not in a relationship.
We are each other's fuck buddies.
You don't try to make me love you.
You don't try to love me.
No rush.
Its been a while.
Am I wasting my time?
I already know the answer to my own question.
(yes).

Sugga.
Sugarcoat.
Sugarcoat from sugar-ed lips.
Sugarcoated with sugar.
Sugarcoated with lies and bullshit.
Therefore sugar is bullshit.
So sugga is full of bullshit.
The us, is a lie.

Fucked up.